BOOK "PROJECT"

So this book I "read" for "this class" was Ender's shadow. I read it after I read Ender's Game and a lot of people didn't think that it was worth the time to read about Bean the literally smallest charactor in the whole book. I think that it was more than worth the time to read it. The book was so similar in the situation but so different in the way that both Ender and Bean thought. I really connected to Bean because he was so alone and never relied on anyone to get him to where he needed to be. He never counted on anyone until he had to and knew for a fact that they were trust worthy. And thats why you see the friendship that he and Ender have together because of the mutual trust. The stuff that Bean has to go through before he is even known to be alive and such a genius that he is blows my mind. He was on the streets for years and finally makes his way to find someone to show his intellegence to. Then to make it to battle school and do so well. just go read the book I cannot do it justice.

Tarzan

The reason for my pet name being Tarzan and not AUSTIN GARRETT is because he as "stupid" as it is, I look up to him because he doesn't fit in at all yet he finds love and he finds happiness in the forest with a bunch of fucking gorillas. If he can find himself around a bunch of primates why cant I? 

      I have no care in the world if you hate me or think I'm a punk or a stoner because the fact of the matter is I'm all of those things I am finding who I want to be and if you want to get to know who I have become or who I will become come talk to me I don't bite I'm a friendly giant and I'll be here for anyone that needs to. Because I love you all

I REMEMBER

I remember my first day of work at JCW's, It was not fun.
I remember the first time the cook made me free food.
I remember the first time I took a break and someone came with me.
I remember my last day of work there.
I remember I didn't show up on my last day.
I remember talking to my ex co workers and how they didn't like me after that.
I remember going back and seeing my old boss.
I remember my other boss seeing me and thinking I was someone completely different then who I actually am.
I remember not correcting him.
I remember the next time I saw him and he realized what he did.
I remember the first time I got let go.
I remember not wanting to finish my shift.
I remember the first time I actually thought I was going to die.
I remember the fear that shot through my whole body.
I remember the first time I had a Swedish Fish.
I remember the last time I kissed you and meant it.
I remember the first time I kissed you and meant it.
I remember the time we stayed out all night to talk and drive around, we drove so long I used a full tank and a half of gas.
I remember the time my mom caught me sneaking into the house at 4a.m.
I remember the look she gave me, the furry that filled her eyes.
I remember the last time I was grounded, I was 10 and it was because I told my mom I didn't love her when she wouldn't let me play night games.
I remember my first phone.
I remember how my mom got so mad at me that she threw it on the ground until it shattered.
I remember when I decided to grow up.
I remember not being able to recall what I said to make you hate me.
I remember wanting to run away.
I remember the first and second time I broke my leg.
I remember the first haircut I got in months and how much I hated the length of my freshly cut hair.
I remember learning to type.
I remember when typing became second nature to me and I didn't have to look at the keys to know where they were.
I remember the neighborhood friends that moved away one summer.
I remember the first back flip I ever landed.
I remember the first jump I went off of while snowboarding.
I remember the first time I actually stuck the landing.
I remember the first grab I did off a jump and the rush it gave me.
I don't remember everything but I remember the little things.

NATURE

Nature is a beautiful thing. It is where we find ourselves. But better yet it is where we lose ourselves. To be lost in this day and age is one of the best things that can happen. To be lost and not know. To be lost and not worried about anything but finding your way. To be surrounded by the elements. So weak compared to the wrath of beautiful mother nature. That is where we can find ourselves at peace.

Blackout

Fearing Fear?

Fear?

Fear to me is not knowing.

I fear what can be known that isn't. Not fear of the UNKNOWN.
People who fear the unknown are cowards.
The only thing in this life to fear is fear it self.
Fearing death is pointless. We are all on this earth to make the most of our lives and make a difference.
Don't take life so seriously it's not like we get out alive.

Death

Death is mysterious thing.

We all fear it.

But why?

We don't know what's waiting for us after we die. Sure some of us like to think that we know where we will go.
But the truth is....
We will never understand what happens to us after this life. It will be the unanswered question.
Death will be the end. And it is something people can accept or choose to deny it.
For those who like to play pretend keep thinking of the place you hope you'll go.
But don't the fear of death control your life.
Enjoy the little things and make it count.

Make The Most

STEP 1.

Wake uP smell the air.

STEP 2.

OPEN your eyes and see the world like never before.

3rd Step. 

Breathe like its the last breath you will ever take.

Step 4.

Give more than you take.

StEP 5.

One random act of kindness a day.

step 6 be kind and spread a smile to a cute stranger.

STEP 7.

Acknowledge EVERYONE!!

STEP 8

LISTEN

Step 9. 

Appreciate the earth, Take a hike.

Step 10. 

Be awake, let yourself think. For us to think is to be alive.

STEP 11.

Be WITH  someone that makes you happy....

STEP 12. Make the most. 

Being Different

Be Different
تكون مختلفة THỂ KHÁC
Do Different
рабіць розныя NÁ DIFRIÚLA
Act Different
আইন বিভিন্ন 法不同
Talk Different
РАЗГОВОР ОТЛИЧАЕТСЯ  לדבר כך שונה

BE DIFFERENT BUT DON'T FORGET WHO YOU WANT TO BE.
DON'T BE SO DIFFERENT YOU LOST YOURSELF.
DON'T BE SO DIFFERENT YOU ARE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.

DON'T BE DIFFERENT BE YOU.

?BRICKS?

Bricks are the building blocks on which my house is built. 

Bricks have covered my house since it's been built.

Bricks have protected my house from intruders.

Bricks have never hurt me.

Bricks have always been there.

Bricks have hidden the lies.

Bricks have hidden the pain.

Bricks have been broken.

Bricks have been thrown.

Bricks have caused damage.

Bricks have crumbled.

LOVE

What is LOVE?

Well love to me is when you can put everything on the table and be so open and so 

CONECTED 

with this thing you want more than anything.

LOVE is more than emotion it is a bond. 

LOVE is a connection between two beings that wont ever fray or break. 

LOVE IS LOVE

We'Re OnLy HuMaN

This class CALLED Creative Writing proves that we are all human.
To have to take a class to not be scared to share what we write.
To have to take a class to not be scared to create poetry.
To HAVE To Take a CLASS to not be scared to let the emotions flow.
TO HAVE TO TAKE A CLASS TO NOT BE SCARED.....
That's how I know I am human.

CRAYONS ( CRAYONS l>

CRAYONS have always been cool.
They get your hands all waxy and you have to rip the paper back. Then you get all these little waxy CRAYON flakes under your nails.
I care as much about CRAYONS as the other people in this class, because it was a part of our childhood.
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If you don't feel the same you had a bad childhood

INTRO

The intro is supposed to be captivating and let you know a little about me. My pen name is Tarzan because why not.